if only i have realised it earlier
if only i have done it properly
if only i have done it that way
if only i can turn back time to do better
if only if only if only
there are so many 'if only' in life. but how many 'if only' can really happen?
how many times can we redo something again in order to change the results, change the ending
sometimes i feel that i'm really a failure
having failed myself for getting things done right.
people around me would say that it's not my fault. and maybe on many occasions, it really isn't my fault
but it's just that i feel that both parties have a part to play when something goes wrong.
many times, things just never go smoothly for me.
maybe that's just what i think.
i think i'm just going to suffer from a panic attack soon....
does it show that i really cannot handle?
i'm not cut out for this job?
i failed?
i don't know.
i'm really lost.
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